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July 31 过大节~黎左Aus都有一个月啦，真系快，甘就一个月了，2007年6月30日7点55分，响广州机场，我飞走左啦，飞左去一个叫Mel葛地方，果度比我葛第一印象系，点解朝早7点都仲未天光葛，到底到7点未架？........
跟住落左机，等左好耐终于等到接我葛一个伯伯啦，人好nice，一路不断聊我讲野，好彩我英文好jack，仲帮我开车门，唔怪得人人都话外国人好gentleman啦，真系好gentle；去到campus，见到另一个security guard伯伯，又系好鬼好人，顿时觉得心都定D.
and then，我就自己一个人响我葛house执野执左成个下午，先发现，原来家下真系放紧假，学校无人！si啦，甘我米要自己一个人住2个星期咯！好彩，我有一个Auntie响衣度，就系甘，据接左我去据屋企住左一个星期. 然后就都算几安逸甘过左几日. 到左orientation果日，翻左campus，见到北师葛师兄师姐，再次确认，今年真系就得我一个！唉~orientation原来好麻烦，整来又整去，好彩peninsula细遮，要我响几栋楼之间跑黎跑去甘多次，真系断气啦.好攰，但最后都系整好晒，虽然比其他人多做左野，但只要完成左就好；后来就翻左去宿舍执野，念住翻Auntie屋企，点G就响我执执下野果阵，听到远处传黎一阵阵火车声.....晕啦，火车黎啦，但我都未执好野，只好坐车去frankston啦.so，我执完野就行左出去坐车，点G等左好耐都无车，仲落雨添！跟住好有传奇色彩葛树发生左~（以下省略） 几经转折，我终于坐上最后一班车，唔使再转车啦，Mel太大啦，转车都转到我傻.上左车及左一下周围，回忆下Auntie屋企，问左司机大哥我要响边落，以为应该无大碍啦，点G司机点我！我落左车发现！我都唔G依度系边度！就听到好多狗吠，有D开始惊啦. si啦，天都黑啦，仲要澳洲好得意，7点就系末班车，甘我遮系无车坐啦，无办法，只好打电话叫Auntie黎接我啦.真系好黑仔葛一日，而且，喊左黎到Aus葛第一餐！
（to be continued...i have to take a shower) July 27 煮饭仔今晚,好威!食左到左Australia之后最正经葛一餐饭,我都觉得自己好鬼劲.
先汇报一下情况,我煮D野,真系全部都熟!全部都食得!全部都有味架! 哈哈! 今次唔会食坏我啦吧~而且味道的确又真系唔错,淡左少少,但都几好,食落去觉得有翻少少中国feel,真系美女厨房,食到唔得闲讲~呵呵~原来我都系入得厨房,出得厅堂葛.我煮野都系食得葛~边个敢话我唔识煮野我就pinch据to death.哇咔咔~ 煮饭?~小意思啦~
 不过,煮得就好似多果头,而且煮左好耐，成个钟. 本来念住请我housemate试试我D手势葛,点G据见到我煮到甘多油烟就点到唔肯食啦,中国菜都系甘葛啦!如果唔系点有锅气啵. 我自己食,可能要食几日,真系麻烦啦~
讲讲最近做左葛树~都几闷下啦,其实来来去去都系上课落课,学期岩岩开始,唔想睇书,唔想做作业,唔想写assignment, 想周围行行,想去玩玩,想去crying out love, in the centre of the world(Sekai no chushin de, ai wo sakebu)!
今日check左下D留言,惊讶甘发现有D未见过葛人响我space留言!仲留过2次添!睇睇原来系一个师兄,念住礼貌上回访下,踩踩据空间啦,点G,真正令人惊讶葛树加下先发生,据空间每篇文章竟然都有廿几三十人留言!哇!真系人满为患啊!中国人就系多!多到出奇.所以我都系唔踩据space啦,我怀疑据都唔G得唔得闲睇葛,浪费劳动力.
今个星期做左D错事,我上面果篇野本来系念住写黎道歉葛,但可能果个人嬲果头,以后都唔理我啦,算啦,反正我原谅左我自己啦.
今晚 , 晚安. July 25 dont cry话过吾可以再喊 , 但今日仲系喊左 , 听住'我怀念的' , 听下听下就喊左起身 , 虽然D歌词吾系好岩我 , 但就系感动 , 搞到键盘都湿埋 . 本来今晚去左trivia night , 仲识左几个F, 应该好开心 , 但有D野要发生就始终都会发生 , 吾系我可以阻止 , 我亦有我葛难处, 所以我无比机会自己去考虑去挽留 , 我知道自己葛性格 , 求其啦 , 会过去的 !
 送个彩虹比自己~笑笑~原谅自己(真系 我自己 一只字一只字 打架!)
我怀念的--燕姿
 我问为什么 那女孩传简讯给我 而你为什么 不解释低着头沉默 我该相信你很爱我 不愿意敷衍我 还是明白你已不想挽回什么 想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐 可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了 自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折 假装了解 是怕真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受 我怀念的 是无话不说 我怀念的 是一起作梦 我怀念的 是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动 我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌 记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口 谁记得 谁忘了 想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐 可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了 自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折 假装了解 是怕真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受 我怀念的 是无话不说 我怀念的 是一起作梦 我怀念的 是争吵以后还是想要爱你的 冲动 我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌 记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口 谁忘了 我怀念的 是无言感动 我怀念的 是绝对炽热 我怀念的 是你很激动求我原谅抱得我都痛 我记得你在背后 也记得我颤抖着 记得感觉汹涌 最美的烟火 最长的相拥 谁爱得太自由 谁过头太远了 谁要走我的心 谁忘了那就是承诺 谁自顾自地走 谁忘了看着我 谁让爱变沉重 谁忘了要给你温柔 我怀念的 我还有想要爱你的冲动 我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌 记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口 我放手 我让座 假洒脱 谁懂我多么不舍得 太爱了 所以我 没有哭 没有说 ( 惊讶甘发现 我黎左Aus喊左甘多次 , 无一次系因为生活辛苦而喊葛 , 甘我应该庆幸自己葛坚强定系替自己感到遗憾呢 ? frustrated ! ) July 23 词穷无咩好写,新葛week又开始了,经过左一个好鬼堕落又无聊之极葛orientation week, 我要生性啦,因为今日上课惊讶甘发现,原来个个都有做功课架!个个都有书架!si啦,就得我唛都无! 甘大个人都未试过上课无书架,所以人地问问题,我都吾知点好.
至于听吾听得明...........今日觉得好左好多,因为开始发现果个阿Sir葛口音特点,我仲听明左距问葛问题,虽然无大声答出黎,但自己觉得心都定D,虽然反应会慢D,但我可以慢慢听明,甘就系好树,我要快D买书,跟住做晒D作业据.
今日发现左件好令我感动葛树. 我由细到大都吾多中意自己个名,觉得好鬼似男仔,而且古古怪怪甘,我以前问小花点解要帮我起个甘葛名,距竟然话,'好听!' 呵~好听咩?!仲话起英文名容易添!frustrated! 但到我真系到左外国之后先发现,原来我个中文名葛拼音都可以做英文名!~~~~cool~所以好多老师见到我个名好易就记得我~今日就系一个好例子,Acc A果个阿Sir就好鬼记得我个名啦~哈哈~学万宝路话哉,老师记得你系边水,你都吾会甘易考试fail~哈哈~好野!睇黎我个名都系好野黎葛~~多谢爸爸妈妈!至于公公帮我起果个.......我一向都甘中意葛啦，但D鬼佬话读起身好似C U，个个件到我都会讲C U，哈哈
上星期食左D吾干净葛野，搞到差D急性肠胃炎，都系si人墨鱼头啦，你D同类啊！果D八个头八只手八只脚葛野啊！食到我几鬼吾舒服啊！得闲就管教下你班靓，吾好祸害人间！有毒要话比人知，会食坏人架！
好多F问我惊吾惊~讲真果句，我又真系未惊过，就系有D惊衣边D大狗遮，好大只！我有时会觉得闷闷地，同埋吾系甘易同人沟通遮~惊都系惊考试难，惊会过吾到遮。生活难~早就预左葛啦，有时念翻,可能我自己吾知原来自己适应能力吾差遮,我生性求其挂. 而且觉得，以前某些日子仲难捱啦，加下就系F少D遮，但我成日聊外国人讲野~不过都系女仔~男仔就算啦，应该吾系甘好聊。
前几日识左个澳洲华裔妹妹仔，念住识下遮，哇！今日比据玩si！竟然用英文问我化学，仲要原来据一句中文都吾识！大锅啦！我翻箱倒柜稳黎稳去，先勉强打发左距.........好险~以后识人要小心。
哈哈，本来念住词穷无野写，点G都系写左甘多。 July 22 B~~~~~~~ 今日同2个Fs去左bea~~~~~~ch， 都......几靓甘啦，好静，静到都吾 似海边， 但无果种会让人陶醉葛感觉。 当时就用手机影左 几张相， 太晒啦， 所以影到 反晒光，而且做左好 大牺牲，我企左响D水到影， 鞋都整湿埋， 但 又 影吾出想要葛果种感觉， 睇黎无架chang真系吾得。 July 18 多谢比面~ 思前想后， 最终都系决定吾好响度写衣篇野， 就甘样，可 能我可以开开心心甘度过一段 吾短葛日子，只要响闷果阵有个人吹吹水 就得啦，就将衣一切维持现状， 就算有时会觉得辛苦D，但系吾想失去 宜家葛幸福， 甘我就 伟大D，将所有野收响心底啦~ 或者 我吾会话比其他 人G， 我要将据变成自己另一个秘密，做一世葛朋友， 依旧傻下傻下 甘，做自己，呵呵~
简简单单最好~
曾经有一个人话我吾可以爱上任何一个人，我会将自己所有野都倾注响份感情度，以至于到最后自己无法走翻出黎，成为自己葛奴隶，自己葛囚徒. 我几乎用 左 千百倍于我爱上据葛时间黎忘记据， 走出黎之后先真正发现，的确风干后会有彩 虹葛泪光， 我学会左好多野. F话我应该学会一脚搭几船，甘样我 就吾会过分专一甘对一个人， 讲真，要 搭 几 船， 都 几难下， 我会尽量试下， 同时试下吾好甘执着， 放弃果种日日开住手机，开住MSN等你葛日子，然后留比自己无尽葛失望； 吾想有事无事都傻下傻下甘翻手机睇你以前发比我葛短信，一次又一次打开聊天记录睇你写葛野，跟住自己就响度傻笑。just say no! 吾好占据我整个生命，你吾会系果个可以陪我走到最后葛人，so， just dont give me the hope. 放生自己. July 16 执包袱，翻广州 真系绝对吾可以睇少澳洲人~
哇！今日听课先发现，原来真系会听吾明架！真系人都癫啊！
有无搞错啊~
都吾知果个鬼佬响上边口up up讲D唛，我就系甘望左据两个钟，就听明左c u next week.晕啊！有种奋不顾身飞翻广州葛冲动，唉~我都知会好辛苦葛啦~但誓估吾到系甘郁闷架~
跳楼算啦~
and the worst is i cant make any foreign Fs here, 'coz whites r with whites and Asians r with Asians, whites dont seem like to talk to Asians ~ God! but the blacks can easily get with the whites, amazing! how can i be Fs with them?! i want to figure out that!
假如上帝比多次机会我，我会做一棵树，一棵松树~哈哈~ 下世啦！发梦都无甘早！系啦，关于训教，我好似成日都仲系中国时间，吾到两点竟然会训吾着！呵呵~
my dear god ，please forgive my sin! i will not hesitate if u take my life away in the
next second! just release me, give me a chance to have sth i want ! dont put me this
dilemma again and again, i am tired of it, u just want to put me down! and i am sure, as
the other times i have been in, i will surely get through this as well! dont think u r
gonna laugh at me any more! grow up, i am not ur toy or doll! haha~i am sure i will look
at the black cloud with a big smile everyday, even there might be a storm in front of me! July 14 wakaka我前日呢，见到个人波，哇咔咔~大家估下系边个~哈哈，Jenny啊~ hohoho~~~果晚去左Jenny屋屋到住，因为据话据housemate未翻，好闷，所以我就走左去陪据啦~哈哈，好开心啊，毕竟大家甘多年同学，而且我地军训果阵就识，响异国他乡见到F真系会好安心。
晚上果餐饭仔系Jenny煮葛，据话甘大个女第一次煮饭比人食，美女厨房，食左先讲~哈哈，我都知我有福气葛啦~但系果D麻婆豆腐真系好辣啊~辣到我都吾敢食第二啖啦~ 但D宫保鸡丁就真系好好食~哈哈~比个9.9分啦~果0.1分就系扣果碟辣野葛~
第二日Jenny带左我去city central, 去左一个 museum，挪左人地好多 postcard，以后寄翻黎比你地；去左行 Yarra River,好舒服，好靓，市中心葛点缀，行下行下差D训着左，可能系之前果晚太夜训啦~我地倾计倾到3点先训，讲左好多野，都系八卦野多啦~但讲到最后，都系发现始终都要稳个人陪陪自己葛，如果吾系，生活就真系太单调啦，even though all of u think i am tough，haha， but i am not a rock，嘻嘻~
澳洲好多建筑都有特别之处，虽然整体黎讲，左边果栋可能同右边果栋吾系话好衬，但每栋都好协调，都建响恰当葛地方。 市中心有间几大葛教堂，几有气势，有机会我一定会入去睇睇葛~
关于我个电饭煲，真系坏左，算啦，先煮过两次饭....so， 我走左去买多左个，and 一个heater,甘我就吾使晚晚半夜爬起身开heater啦。
（PS：至于某个整喊左我葛人，见到你真人，发现你都吾算好衰~ 但都吾系好人啦，要我响寒风中等左你一个钟，记住你讲过葛话，要请翻我食饭架！） July 11 讲D野比大家听今日,经过千辛万苦,我终于都上到QQ啦! 我都为自己骄傲,原来我电脑甘叻~我都吾知,以前有咩树都系倚赖叔叔同BOBO, 加下我好劲，原来所有事情到最后，的确只能靠自己，人地边会甘得闲帮你念埋啊~ any way，反正能上就得啦，至于一直down吾到野，算啦，我以后应该会习惯葛啦~
关于某件树，我一直无同大家讲，因为忙，亦因为吾知点讲好，it seems that all my Fs think i am a tough guy,
actually, sometimes i really do, but i am still a human being, so when sth comes out and i just cant deal with it, i
may be frustrated and cry. it is difficult to be here alone, and Australia is such not a good place! maybe it is my
instinct, scared the new things, but i did get through it without any blaming and i try my best to find the way out
when i am in dark. However, the guy who made me cry, i just want to write it down here, i did cry that night, not
because of i got in trouble but what u really did to me! i am not a kid any more, yes, i am a girl, but i am just
myself here in this strange nation , i think in the position as i was in China, that is because i have been lived there
for 20 years, that is why i cant understand the systems here. why cant i get a bus at night? that confuses me, 'coz
i can see so many people in the streets although it is late at night, that is Canton, but it was 7 pm and i just
couldnt find any one in the streets , it was dark all arround me, only hearing somes dogs barking, u will never
understand, if u havent been in that jam, dont laugh at me or just be perfunctory to me, i wasnt helterskelter or
sth, i just stayed there still and called sb the pick me up. i have no idea of whether it is a bad luck or not, but i
think it is good luck for me to sitting here and doing what i want to do. thank u, and u r just an asshole, i will not
cry any more for any thing or u! July 10 咩啊？everything is out of control, i dont know why, just keep going, i still cant use QQ, which puts me down.......oh!God! what a damn of vista, how could it be so many problems to use this system! Especially when i am not in canton! So, please, please,my budies, use msn please.
i saw my mentors today, thanks godness, tu Australian citizen!wakaka, it is so good to get mentors here, 2 for 1, hahh.that's the big news,and i havent got any good news for a long time~wa~ July 03 I love u all guys!hey, I can get to the internet now, wakaka, as u all know, I am in Australia now, don't worry, although I am not in a very perfect condition, everything is still all right for me at this moment, I am living with my auntie here in Mel, she is nice and her families as well, they cook chinese food for me and took me to the plaza to buy sim card, haha, my tel number is 0425011046, just maybe, I am not quite sure for it right now, hehe, sorry for that. And it is just for the friends in Aus. But if u want to talk to me, u could get in to internet, haha, for msn most, u all know that, kurt-c-t@hotmail.com. For QQ, I am not sure whether I could use it here.
I though I would die when I was in the plane up through the sky, haha, maybe dead is the best way for me, but I have to face everthing by myself, which is the very thing I hate, 'coz I want to be with you forever, I am really not a strong guy I know. I have to listen to everyone in English and speak in English and watch the news in English without words on the button, and the most scared thing is I dreamed in English last night! Oh, no~all in English! My dear god, please, please forgive my sin.
It is funny that when I first came here, I found nobody in the campus and in my dorm house, just one security guard. Well, and when I was getting my staff out from the package and felt bored, some one came into my mind, Vita, wawa, Angel, Carmen,Kwan, pangpang, Kitty, u r all that imprtant to me. Ai........I love u all guys, I can't live without Fs, and I am not good at telling jokes in English( I was so good at telling jokes~ in chinese).
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差D吾记得左! 晚安 , SiRu . 
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